.:: attack the block ::.

salam readers...

well, it was a great moment since he's here..

sangat happy sebab bukan senang nak spend time dengan cik abe i ni..

dia amat lah busy, saya pun sama, huhu..

so, last week kami gi jusco, kunun nak tgk tranformers..

tapi macam la tak tau, bukan main ramai org..

sudahnya kami tengok la citer ni..

~ATTACK THE BLOCK~

OK..

i'm telling u the truth..

citer ni macam citer ultraman zaman kita tgk kecik2 dulu..

msg dia sgt simple..

even before half of the movie pun dah tau apa ending citer ni..

tapi apa pun, citer ni tak sesuai utk penonton di bawah 18 tahun..

sebab setting citer ni adalah remaja2 yg problematic di UK..

so kat sana, teenagers yg smoking, amik drugs mmg merata2..

so, if u people out there yg nak tgk transformers & bwk budak2 sekali but then tiket sold out, sila la tgk citer lain, i tak recommend citer ni tuk budak2..

ganas sgt, huhu..

misunderstanding~

salam readers..

misunderstanding!
camne boley jadi macam tu??
sebab ego ke apa eh??

sumtimes i dun understand why people can act like they dun have feelings like buat muka tak boley blah ala2 seposen pada awal pagi..

bukan kah itu akan leads to misunderstanding??
nape awal2 pagi, masa rezeki nak masuk muka mencuka masamnya macam makan tomyam yg terlebih paste..

well, misunderstanding is actually a normal thing that happens between us..
human love to be in this situation..
simply because we like to assume or predict things that no really relate to us??
like to know about so many things in this world.. *ala2 CNN la kan* huhu
senang cakap "suka jaga tepi kain orang lain" , or seluar org lain, hikhik..

sama tak misunderstanding dgn prejudice??


*to be continued, rasa macam nak tulis pasal lain jap* ^^v

.:: sayangi warga emas ::.

salam readers..

tadi i pergi pasar malam ngn mommy..
macam biasa macam2 gak la membeli..
so dinner malam ni ada:

- nasi kerabu
- nasi dagang
- popia basah
- keropok lekor
- lempeng pisang
- satay

ok la tu, tuk makan 4 orang, huhu
tapi story pasal warga emas ni bukan pasal makan..
tapi ada kaitan la..

masa tunggu lempeng pisang, i sembang2 la ngn my mom..
pasal school, pasal kereta, pasal camping, pasal duty warden bla, bla, bla,.....
then kami ternampak sorang nenek try nak cross a drain *tak dalam sgt* *tak lebar sgt*
tapi agak gerun la tgk a grandmother nak cross kan..

so, i pun gi la sapa dia..

Me: nek, meh saya tolong..
Granny: takpe2, nak letak barang ja dulu..
*sambil dia letak brg di seberang drian tuh*

Me: tak pe la, biar saya letak dalam kereta..
Granny: time kasih ye..
*dan dia berlalu pergi..*

**the atuk sedang tunggu di dalam kereta**
i pun letak la brg dalam kereta dia then the atuk said TQVM then me smiled and walk away..

mommy kata "good job my dear"
adoi, tak sampai hati tau tgk warga emas macam tu..
atuk tu now sgt sakit & pakai kantung plastik for his urination..
nenek tu pulak jalan perlahan, sakit tua..

if tak gi pasar, pe diorg nak makan..
if tak beli makanan siap, siapa laks nak masak..
pity sgt ngn diorg..

then mommy kata..

Mom: Ja, nnt if ma & ayah dah tua and tak larat, macam tu la kami kan..
Me: ma jgn la cakap camtu *tears nak kuar dah*cover*

sampai rumah citer la ngan ayah..
ayah kata nak gi lawat atuk tu..
sebab masa ayah sakit atuk tu de lawat ayah kat hospital...

i pun suggest la, nak bagi nenek tu bakul raga yg jenis troli tu..
so senang dia letak brng dalam tu, no need to carry byk2..
then ayah mencelah..

Ayah: ish, anak2 dia blaja jauh2 sampai Zimbabwe, takkan troli tak ley beli, tak fikir ke mak ayah hidup macam mana..
Me: Zimbabwe tak jual troli tu kot, sebab tu diorg tak beli tuk mak ayah dia.. huhu

hmmm, sedey bila kenangkan zaman nak tua nnt..
mommy slalu cakap, if boley bila tua takmo susahkan anak2..
jgn la camtu ma, insyaAllah kami takkan lupa ma & ayah..
WE LOVE U BOTH!!!!!

:: takziah kpd Ust Hairul, di atas pemergian bunda tersayang pagi tadi ::

.:: 2011 ::.

welcome twenty eleven..
may everything will turns out well this year..
do good things happen..


tata twenty ten!!

.:: tak tau nak rasa pe ::.

salam readers~

hari ni macam tak keruan sikit..
asal ye??
maybe terkejut sket dgn msg Baby Boo semalam..
i dunno what i'm suppose to feel actually..
nak gitau mommy, nnt mommy excited laks..
nak gitau daddy, mmg dia suh cepat2 pun..

adei~
nak gitau Noya..
tapi dia jauh now..

at last tadi gitau gak kat mommy..
and macam biasa, macam2 la soklan..
adoi ma..
mana la ija sempat nk tny byk2 kat onn..

hmmm..
baby,
nnt bila2 kita meet up..
kita sembang panjang2 k..

.:: this is to all my beloved friends ::.

~ saya sayang kamu

~ wo ai ni

~ me tumse pyar ker ta hu'

~ mahal kita

~ je t'aime

~ Kimi o ai shiteru

~ Te amo

~ sarang ha yo

~ Te quiero

~ Phom Rak Khun

~ i love you

.:: welcome 1432H ::.

salam..

monolog:
"eh, asal la blog ni cam tak besh je..
nape la owner dia tak cuci2, kemas2 blog ni..
suram seyh.."

ok!!
tq for the concern..
mmg lately ni malas nal update..
please give me the strength..
i wanna share tapi..
not enuf time la..
*sigh*

since dah masuk tahun baru ni,
meh la update sumting!!

well so far, every year kami 1 family berkumpul baca doa akhir & awal tahun..
mmg sokmo gitu..
sambil tgk forum live from masjid negara..
kinda sad sebenarnya..
tak ramai yg ke masjid..

kalau concert new year tahun masihi, sure ramai org gi..
mau puluh2 ribu..
ni semalam, giler sedih..
sikit ja org..
budak2 kecik ada jua yg gi masjid semalam..

i do hope those kids akan tiap tahun macam tu..
bukan pergi masjid atas sebab disuruh..

emmm, for me semua ni terpulang pada individu
tapi tu la..
dunia akhir zaman..
wisau tgk keadaan dunia skang ni..
if today pun i takut macam mana dengan generasi akan datang..
*sigh*

new year resolutions for 1432H:

1. work harder
   
2. control my stress
3. improving my teaching
4. be a good daughter
5. be a good & a better khalifah on this earth...
6. be strong with anything..

ada lagi sebenarnya, tapi apa pun..
yang pasti, i nak jujur & ikhlas lakukan semua ni..
world today had taught me to change..
and from now on,
i wanna change..

insyaAllah~

salam maal hijrah to all

.:: sesi penghapusan ::.

salam..

sinchan kata, sakit kan hapuskan dosa2 kecil..
ye, saya mengaku..
saya rasa saya nak sakit lama2..
supaya semua dosa2 terhabus..

mmg kadang2 saya leka..
mmg kadang2 saya tak tau batas..
mmg kadang saya mementingkan duniawi..

bagus bila sakit..
sebab saya akan lebih mendiamkan diri..
saya akan lebih fokus..
saya akan lebih bertindak tanpa memikirkan orang lain..
dalam erti kata lain..
saya mudah bekerja bila saya sakit
saya suka bekerja bila hampir due date..

bukan melengah2kan..
cuma mmg tak suka buat kerja dalam keadaan selesa..
sebab itu bukan kerja..
itu bersenang2 nama nya..

ok..
tapi sila jgn bagi kerja pada saya sekarang..
sebab kerja saya dah banyak..
nnt bertambah sakit..
kerja laks tak siap..
pelan2 kayuh okay..

semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya untuk saya..
semoga Allah merahmati semuanya..
semoga Allah melindungi..

:: hambaMu memohon ::

.:: an apple a day, keeps the doctor away ::.

salam..

sedihnya..
tiba2 dapat selsema jumaat lepas..
hari ni bangun, dapat laks batuk2..
saya taknak demam..

bila sakit2 ni..
mula la nak manja2..
nak mommy la..
nak ayah la..
nak baby boo la..

skang ni, ley manja ngn chan2 ja..
ley tak if saya nak bwk chan2 ke sini???
agak2 de org marah tak??
saya nak peluk chan2..
sobsob sobsob (T_T)

now kat bilik guru pun duk soksek, soksek..
tolong la jgn demam cik nurul..
hope sgt tak melarat..
sebab khamis ni nak gi lawatan ke KL..
nak jenjalan gi muzium, gi pusat kesenian islam, yayasan restu..
semua tempat2 tu best..
even saya dah oenah gi, tapi nak gi lagi..
sebab kali ni nak gi dgn students..

mommy kata kalau sakit jgn gatai2 nak gi jenjalan...
hmmmmm..
tolong la jgn sakit..
tolong la jgn demam..
nak jenjalan..

petang nnt nak gi cari apple..
supaya saya jadi sihat..
huhuhu..
tak pun apa kata ayah hadiahkan ija iPad..
product apple..
maybe ley cepat sembuh, hihihihi..

ok la..
nak marking paper..
nak kena jaga exam..
nanti sembang2 lagi..

tata..

.:: the imperfection ::.

salam,

people normally will say they are a good people.
people will normally claimed they are natural.
human is people.
people is human.

and because of that,
human is not perfect..

maybe i'm to ambitious on this..
maybe i'm damn cruel to myself by letting others do what ever they want..
maybe they never know that they irritates me..
maybe they thought they are GOD..

i just don't get it !!!
why people change???
why people always be someone else???
why must people create the new them to impress others???
why must us be someone else if we actually don't want it???
why we wanna show off what we don't have, what we cannot do, what we don't know???

me dun wanna be the influence to others..
me not that nice..
me not that good..
me not that pretty..
me not that cool..

but then, me kinda weird..
some people luv make me as a role model..
why la people???
why must you people follow me???
can't you just be yourself???

if i'm wearing something pink, why don't you wear blue??
so that, others can differentiate us easily..

if i'm wearing heels, why don't you wear snickers???
so that, you will be comfortable while we're shopping..

if my driving is dangerous, why don't you drive the way you're driving??
so that, you'll feel safer & maybe can live longer than me..

if the way i dress up is damn cute, why don't you dress the funky way you always do???
so that, you'll feel easier to go to the toilet and do your own business..

if you like the way of my life, maybe you should change the way you think..
because the way i eat, obviously you don't like it..
because the way i walk, obviously you don't like it..
because the way i speak, obviously you don't like it..
because the way i plan, obviously you don't like it..
because the way i do everything, you'll definitely don't like it..

this is just because you are afraid to be you..
you think you are small..
you imagine that other people are great..

but you forget 1 thing..
Allah creates us individually..
we all are different..

so, do be yourself..
me doing okay if you wanna follow me..
but please don't be corny..
don't duplicate me..
take what is good from me..
and the bad as your guidance in future..

as human, we're not perfect..
as human, we should be thankful & grateful..
as human, we should give and take..
so we will live happily ever after..



:: i just wanna b me ::