.:: sesi penghapusan ::.

salam..

sinchan kata, sakit kan hapuskan dosa2 kecil..
ye, saya mengaku..
saya rasa saya nak sakit lama2..
supaya semua dosa2 terhabus..

mmg kadang2 saya leka..
mmg kadang2 saya tak tau batas..
mmg kadang saya mementingkan duniawi..

bagus bila sakit..
sebab saya akan lebih mendiamkan diri..
saya akan lebih fokus..
saya akan lebih bertindak tanpa memikirkan orang lain..
dalam erti kata lain..
saya mudah bekerja bila saya sakit
saya suka bekerja bila hampir due date..

bukan melengah2kan..
cuma mmg tak suka buat kerja dalam keadaan selesa..
sebab itu bukan kerja..
itu bersenang2 nama nya..

ok..
tapi sila jgn bagi kerja pada saya sekarang..
sebab kerja saya dah banyak..
nnt bertambah sakit..
kerja laks tak siap..
pelan2 kayuh okay..

semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya untuk saya..
semoga Allah merahmati semuanya..
semoga Allah melindungi..

:: hambaMu memohon ::

.:: an apple a day, keeps the doctor away ::.

salam..

sedihnya..
tiba2 dapat selsema jumaat lepas..
hari ni bangun, dapat laks batuk2..
saya taknak demam..

bila sakit2 ni..
mula la nak manja2..
nak mommy la..
nak ayah la..
nak baby boo la..

skang ni, ley manja ngn chan2 ja..
ley tak if saya nak bwk chan2 ke sini???
agak2 de org marah tak??
saya nak peluk chan2..
sobsob sobsob (T_T)

now kat bilik guru pun duk soksek, soksek..
tolong la jgn demam cik nurul..
hope sgt tak melarat..
sebab khamis ni nak gi lawatan ke KL..
nak jenjalan gi muzium, gi pusat kesenian islam, yayasan restu..
semua tempat2 tu best..
even saya dah oenah gi, tapi nak gi lagi..
sebab kali ni nak gi dgn students..

mommy kata kalau sakit jgn gatai2 nak gi jenjalan...
hmmmmm..
tolong la jgn sakit..
tolong la jgn demam..
nak jenjalan..

petang nnt nak gi cari apple..
supaya saya jadi sihat..
huhuhu..
tak pun apa kata ayah hadiahkan ija iPad..
product apple..
maybe ley cepat sembuh, hihihihi..

ok la..
nak marking paper..
nak kena jaga exam..
nanti sembang2 lagi..

tata..

.:: the imperfection ::.

salam,

people normally will say they are a good people.
people will normally claimed they are natural.
human is people.
people is human.

and because of that,
human is not perfect..

maybe i'm to ambitious on this..
maybe i'm damn cruel to myself by letting others do what ever they want..
maybe they never know that they irritates me..
maybe they thought they are GOD..

i just don't get it !!!
why people change???
why people always be someone else???
why must people create the new them to impress others???
why must us be someone else if we actually don't want it???
why we wanna show off what we don't have, what we cannot do, what we don't know???

me dun wanna be the influence to others..
me not that nice..
me not that good..
me not that pretty..
me not that cool..

but then, me kinda weird..
some people luv make me as a role model..
why la people???
why must you people follow me???
can't you just be yourself???

if i'm wearing something pink, why don't you wear blue??
so that, others can differentiate us easily..

if i'm wearing heels, why don't you wear snickers???
so that, you will be comfortable while we're shopping..

if my driving is dangerous, why don't you drive the way you're driving??
so that, you'll feel safer & maybe can live longer than me..

if the way i dress up is damn cute, why don't you dress the funky way you always do???
so that, you'll feel easier to go to the toilet and do your own business..

if you like the way of my life, maybe you should change the way you think..
because the way i eat, obviously you don't like it..
because the way i walk, obviously you don't like it..
because the way i speak, obviously you don't like it..
because the way i plan, obviously you don't like it..
because the way i do everything, you'll definitely don't like it..

this is just because you are afraid to be you..
you think you are small..
you imagine that other people are great..

but you forget 1 thing..
Allah creates us individually..
we all are different..

so, do be yourself..
me doing okay if you wanna follow me..
but please don't be corny..
don't duplicate me..
take what is good from me..
and the bad as your guidance in future..

as human, we're not perfect..
as human, we should be thankful & grateful..
as human, we should give and take..
so we will live happily ever after..



:: i just wanna b me ::